About This Night

        To night I feel so glad,cause I can make u feel happy. I can spend my time with u,just with u. We go outside together,make my dream come true. I think this is the wonderful night. Make u laugh,take care of u in the crowded place,really like a dream come true I think. Maybe I just wanna look your beauty smile,cause it's the reason in my life.Until the rain begin,make we so wet,but I look happiness in ur face.

        But now I'm feeling so sad,really feel sad. I don't know why,I feel confuse somehow.. During the trip I feel so fault,I don't know why I can feel like this,until ur message in my inbox. That's make me really feel fault,but why?????(I don't know)
        Especially when u say sorry to me,make me more confuse. I think u don't make a fault to me,so,why u say about that?
        After I think,maybe don't u that make fault,but me,cause I think I disturb u,(really like that?). Maybe. . . . .
        I hope u don't be changed after this,cause can make me more and more feel so failure.Trust me,u don't have a mistake,or disturb me.....
 
This is just a words I can say,cause until this moment I can't sleep because that,I just can look at the blind and dark night,until the sunrise coming,until the sky stop to rain. Now I feel so confuse,that's so complicated for tonight in myself,  happy?sad?or the other?maybe that's all become one.

Actually,I don't wanna write this words in my blog,but because I don't know to whom I can tell about that,maybe nobody care about my problem,so my blog and my leptop is the best listener for this moment.And always think that all problem have a wisdom, so I must silent and contemplate that.
Wish always all the best.

I'll spend this night until the sunrise tomorrow to cotemplate,muse,and ponder. I need a silent situation and let me alone this mid night.

Hope and wish that tomorrow be better,
I just need tranquility for this moment,maybe cause I feel so tired.

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