Renungan Malam

Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Malam dan Salam Sejahtera bagi kita semua

emm, wait a moment, kenapa ini malah berasa mau pidato kenegaraan gini hehehe *skip *kena timpuk *guling-guling menghindar
udah deh malah bercanda mulu ntar ga jadi nulis, ya emang sih nglucu ga lucu trus nulis ga penting tapi kan ...... tapi kan ....... *mata berkaca-kaca

just wanna write

From last night until now
I always think about something
I really don't make my self so confused
Maybe I don't wanna continue again
I wanna stop
Really wanna stop
But why???
Why don't you try?
Always that words I always thought
Always that words always in my mind
Maybe life isn't just for it
Much to do for mylife
My life just not only for this problem
Sometimes I feel lonely
But I must think that myself always accompany me
God always listen and always understand
I must have a devotion
I must have a faith
Always faith that it will solve one day
Now I must think ahead better than just stay and have a daydream
Let's go ahead

d'cinnamons - ku yakin cinta

Ku datang mencari satu alasan
Menepis semua keraguan
Di dalam hatiku ini
Benarkah bahwa cinta mampu mengobati
Segala rasa sakitku ini
Ingin ku percaya, ingin ku percaya
Kau bilang cinta selalu mengerti
Kau bilang cinta tak salah
Kau bilang cinta kan saling percaya
Na na na na na hmm hmm hmm hmmmm
Ku kira ku takkan mampu sadari
Ketulusan cinta yang sempurna
Di balik semua kekurangan ini, ooh
Namun denganmu ku tahu cinta kan mengobati
Segala hampa hatiku ini
Kini ku percaya, kini ku percaya
Ku yakin cinta slelau mengerti
Ku yakin cinta tak salah
Ku yakin cinta kan saling percaya
Na na na na na hmm hmm hmm hmmmm
Yakinlah cinta kan selalu mengerti
Yakinlah cinta tak salah
Yakinlah cinta kan saling percaya
Na na na na na hmm hmm hmm hmmmm

how important me in ur life ??

Maybe I'm not important person,
There or not,won't make a change
Everything will be okay without me,..
Maybe everything will be better without me.,
why I feel like this??
Am I give up?
Or Am I going mad??
I don't know what happen with me
I really feel so messy
I think u don't think and don't feel about that
Or u never want to know about that.,,
In this moment I feel so useless,
I feel that I'm not important person
If there I,the situation as same as if I not there
But,,,
If u really happy,
no matter to me to feel like that
Cause my reason just wanna make u feel glad
Yeahh,
Feel glad every moment,everytime,everywhere
I don't wanna u know about my feel,if I feel so bad or so painful
Sometimes I feel so confused
Feel so sad,and sometimes going mad....
If I go away,maybe u'll be fine
not with me???
(that's a song guyss..,just intermezzo)
with the other person maybe u can feel better happy and glad

more mature

I'm now older
I must think better than yesterday
I must think about my future
not just to waste my time to going useless activity
I learn more about life
I learn about how to solve a problem
I had much experience
But until now I still don't know about my self
I don't know why I'm sad
I don't know why I'm glad
But I still try to help everyone around me
I wanna try to be a useful man
More mature to get the best future 

Tembang Kenangan - Mengapa Harus Jumpa

Mengapakah kita harus berjumpa
Dikala kau telah berdua
Berdosakah diriku kepadanya
Pabila aku mencintaimu

Namun kini apalah dayaku
Semua kini telah terjadi
Walaupun kau sayang kepadaku
Tak mungkin oh tak mungkin

Oh Tuhan yang Kuasa
Berilah petunjuk-Mu
Betapa pedih kurasakan
Kasihku tak sampai

Kembalilah kau ke-padanya sayang
Biarkanlah kini kusendiri
Doaku selalu menyertaimu
Semoga kau berdua bahagia

About My Feeling To You

I don't know how we can be like now
I don't know how the first to close to you
I don't know why my feeling like now
I don't know this story will be like now
I don't know what should I do
I don't know I'm right or not
I don't know how about the continue this story will be
I don't know about ur feel to me
I don't know about my self
I don't know about the ending my story

I just pray for the best
I just try to do the best
If that's so wrong,I'm so sorry,cause I'm a ordinary man
The man hat find about the mean of life
To know about how's life
I don't know why,
I always feel that make u smile is my reason
I don't know why,
I always feel glad if u feel so glad
I don't know why,
I'll do everything to make u happy
 I don't know why,
I can feel comfort when I close to u
I don't know why,
I can be so spirit when u give me a little support

Maybe all these just about my feeling to u
Let it become a mystery
Let it just Allah SWT who know
Let the time will be answer
Let answer in  the right time
I just wait until the best moment will come
And always wish that I'll get the best answer
The answer in a long waiting
Wish that will be happy ending